HOLY MOLY! Time is really flying by at this point. My "What To Expect" App says I have only about 5 weeks until my due date which means realistically only a little over FOUR WEEKS until Gavin is here.
At this point I am very excited to see and hold our little man. It has been an incredibly long journey this pregnancy, and I am ready to be reaching the end of being pregnant and entering the beginning of our life with two children.
At the same time, however, I am finding myself getting incredible nervous the last few days. There is still so much unknown and I hate that I can't just make everything better for Gavin. I know he will be in pain and it kills me that I won't be able to take that pain away. I don't know how well he is going to breathe once he is born. I don't know what the future holds for us and it is so incredibly stressful.
Well, only a few more weeks and we will finally meet Gavin and we will know some more. But until then I will probably be an excited ball of nervousness.
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